|
Golf is Lana Voyne's greatest pleasure -- her physical exercise
and her mental therapy as well as her spiritual practice. She is
passionate about the game-- sometimes elevated, sometimes disappointed,
but always engaged.
The niece of George Archer, a PGA and Senior Tour Pro who won
the Masters in 1969, Lana grew up surrounded by golf. But she
herself didn't take up the game until a couple of years ago. Although
she hit a ball now and then, she never played because her father
-- who caddied occasionally for his famous brother-in-law-- didn't
believe women should be golfers.
As Lana tells it, her father John Mojas, disapproved of a certain
kind of woman one sometimes sees, "rhinestones glittering, perfume
wafting a fairway away, hitting the the ball 25 yards and cackling."
He might have softened if he could see the example Lana sets.
She is elegant in an off-hand sort of way, wearing paisley shorts,
a creamy sweatshirt and saddle oxfords. Blonde bob tucked under
a straw cowboy hat, her brown eyes sparkle as she wisecracks with
her playing partners today at Mira Vista Country Club in El Cerrito.
Certainly he could be proud of her long drives and of her extraordinary
successes in competition even as a novice golfer.
While Lana has abandoned her father's attitude about women golfers,
she inherited his reverence for the game. She also disdains the
kind of golfers who drink beer, smoke cigarettes and drive a few
feet in their cart. "Anything that you can do while drinking and
smoking isn't a sport," Lana says.
Lana feels golf is to be taken seriously. "I love the hush of
the fairway in the dew-wet morning,"she says. "It's like being
in church. It's here that I learned the values that I've had since
I was a child: to be quiet, honor the rules and respect the etiquette,
such as don't talk out of turn or interrupt someone. It's a kinder,
gentler world...a sacred place."
The game has become so central to her that her family and friends
give her only golf-related items for holidays; for her fortieth
birthday this year she received a bouquet with a sign saying Par
40, 0 handicap. Golf not only helps her experience the present
through appreciating the beauty around her but it also connects
her to her past.
As a little girl, Lana remembers sitting on her dad's shoulders
to watch Uncle George sink the putt that won his first PGA Tournament.
As a teenager in 1969, the family television was the center of
attention as she watched the Master's green jacket being slipped
on her uncle's tall frame and Alan Sheppard hitting a golf ball
on the moon.
Much later when her father was enduring chemotherapy, Lana still
went with him to the golf course. He believed being out on the
course would help his body heal. She understands the solace he
found there. On the course, she says, "You are surrounded by subtle
visual pleasure: the undulating turf, the grain of the grass,
the gradations of the color green; the smell of the freshly cut
grass; the feel of the wind and sun on your skin and of course,
those sounds: the well-struck drive and that enormously pleasing
sound of the ball going ker-plunk in the cup."
But it wasn't until after her father died of cancer that Lana's
best friend invited her to sit in on a lesson. As Lana was watching,
she was overcome with a compelling desire to hold the club, to
hit the ball, to play golf. She had the overwhelming feeling:
"I can do this. There's nothing stopping me."
She took six lessons in three weeks, played nine holes, shot
a disappointing 77 and realized how much there is to learn about
playing golf. But by the third time she played 18 holes, she qualified
to join the Tilden Park Ladies' Club in Berkeley.
A few months later, Lana made a birdie on the 16th hole at Tilden.
On the next hole, she shot a 10 and her playing partner diagnosed
her as being afflicted by "Post-Birdie Syndrome." She decided
then that she needed to work on the mental aspect of the game
as well as the mechanical and found INNER GOLF, a program designed
to improve the mental game through relaxation training, hypnotherapy
and developing a pre-and post-shot routine.
"Money spent on clubs, lessons and great golf gimmicks is wasted
useless accompanied by a good mental attitude," Lana says." I
didn't think that could be bought until I was introduced to INNER
GOLF."
Lana was fortunate to realize the importance of working on her
mental game before she had developed many self-defeating mental
habits. She learned to relax, understand and apply some basic
principles of the mind and use her mental routine.
Now she plays lightly, fast and focused with a deep enjoyment
that is rare. Her index has dropped by 16 strokes since finding
the INNER GOLF program. And she easily brushes off the less than
perfect shots. Unlike many people, she is unwilling to use golf
to abuse herself by thinking critical things like "you stupid
idiot" after a "bad" shot. "That's abuse of the game," she says.
By February of 1994, when she'd only been playing for 10 months,
Lana felt ready to take her new sport out for a test drive. She
qualified to compete in the six-week San Fransisco City Championship,
the oldest and largest amateur tournament of its kind in the U.S.
held at Lincoln and Harding Parks. She was very aware that her
uncle had started his career at Lincoln Park, and felt there was
some lingering legacy for her there.
The tournament was exciting and she felt her competitive spirit
come alive. "I can really feel the juices flowing against a 19-
or 20-year old college girl, " Lana says.
But on the final day, on the 17th hole at Harding, came the
heartbreak. It was 6:30 PM. She'd been playing all day, starting
at 10:00 in the morning. She had to chip over a sand trap: the
pin placement was close to the trap so it was a tight shot. She
chilly dipped. Emotionally, that was the end of the tournament
for her. There was one more hole to go but she'd given all she
had to give.
All the next year, Lana worked on filling her mental and physical
reservoir by continuing to work on both her mechanics and with
INNER GOLF and in 1995, she competed in the City Tournament again.
And on the 17th hole, she found herself facing the exact same
shot. This time she executed a perfectly crisp chip shot, landing
right next to the hole and tapped it in for par. " What a personal
triumph!" says Lana, "I'm thrilled that all of my hard work carried
me through."
The tournament's conclusion was bittersweet, however. At the
beginning of the last round, Lana's opponent was 10 minutes late
and joined her on the 1st green. The rules state that if a competitor
arrives more than five minutes late, he loses the first hole.
Inexplicably, the Tournament Director made a judgement call allowing
the late arrival to play the first hole--which she won.
At the end of eighteen holes, the two players would have been
tied but because Lana's opponent was given the first hole, she
won the tournament.
"I was disappointed but I'm also excited that I did so well
playing scratch golf against a better-ranked competitor, " Lana
says. "It gives me hope for next year."
It has been several years now since Lana's father died and she
feels that the part of him that wouldn't approve of her playing
golf died with him--- and she often calls on the essence of who
he was for help.
On one particularly challenging putt, she thought "OK Dad, I
need you." She sank it but as the ball dropped in the cup, she
had the distinct feeling that he was saying to her "All right
but don't bug me again. You can do this yourself now."
|